* I had this dream today.

I was a missionary and I had found this attic in a tall office building for a pharmaceutical company. Inside the attic was a row of computers and I lead several missionaries to sneak inside and we started using the computers for our work. The Church had these captcha puzzle things it wanted us to solve. The room was in a state of disrepair – the lights didn’t work, everything was covered in dust, and a small part of the roof had caved in. The room also felt creepy.

There was a poster in the room that was a cheesy advertisement for vaccines / I knew vaccines were bad and thought the picture was funny and took a picture of it. We also had these cups we drank out of that were super dirty on the inside – coated with dust and slime.

We called on the phone a literal door that was somehow our friend. The door told us it had found a new home in a dark tower controlled by a dark lord who was transgender. Then I saw the tower – it was made of obsidian and had intricate stonework, somewhat reminiscent to Saruman’s tower in Lord of the Rings. The door said he had finally found meaning in its life serving the dark lord and was the happiest it had ever been. I then saw the door – it was now reduced to splinters on a conveyer belt that was going into a furnace. In the dream as a side note, somehow I was alerted that my uncle – who left Christianity because he was lgbt and now is woke – had committed suicide.

The room was dark / had no lights, but I found a light switch and started flipping the switches. The switch controlled the lights in the parking lot outside the building and I quickly stopped because I knew it would alert the office building manager we were here and they would kick us out.

One missionary found this ancient strange music box type instrument. There was a row of strings and a pick that was attached to a slider that you could slide to pluck the strings. The strings were calibrated to produce a melody if you did this. Somehow the missionaries couldn’t do it, they passed the instrument around failing to produce the preprogrammed melody, until I got it and was able to make the melody. After I got it to work, a missionary was annoyed by the sound and told me to listen to it through headphones (which makes no sense lol). He had multiple pairs of modern white looking headphones that were noise cancelling that he had found in the building and was using one and offered me the other (which I didn’t take).

I decided to not do the captcha games because I thought they were a total waste of time. Then the security guards found us and told us to leave. They were very nice about it – they didn’t tell us we needed to get out immediately because we were trespassing – rather they just sort of told us that we needed to go soon. We ignored the guards the first time, but they showed up again and told us to leave but then left without seeing if we actually left. I then took charge telling the missionaries to clean up everything and leave. We had been eating pizza and left a big mess of it behind (which I jammed into my backpack strangely), and we had opened the windows – which I tried to close unsuccessfully because I wasn’t tall enough. I remember being worried about the mess we had left behind because I thought the building wouldn’t let us return if we had created a mess there.

* prior to this dream I had a different dream basically reemphasizing that I don’t need to warn people until after the calamities already start, though I don’t remember the details.

Interpretation:

My role in the dream I believe represents my spiritual progression so far: I had actually been the one to lead the missionaries into the building (which represents Babylon) – meaning that I was at first not a good person. However, as I was there I started realizing it was not right – I knew the tasks we were supposed to do were useless and I was skeptical of the vaccines. I then figured out how to play the strange old music box – which I believe represents the new song the 144,000 will sing that no one else understands – meaning I was starting to understand the old ways of religion. The random flashing lights I made outside represented random bursts of spirituality coming from me as I started to wake up. They were outside rather than inside because the only way to get to the light was to leave Babylon. The lights then called the building guards to call us to leave the building – the building guards represented God’s servants on earth warning us. So at this point my soul was wavering but had a tiny bit of spiritual light, which led to my being warned to leave Babylon. So I started making preparations to leave (cleaning things and closing the windows) – but my heart was still inside Babylon – because I was planning to return instead of intending to never come back. Likewise, the fact I stuffed the mess into my backpack represented trying to take my sins with me as I left Babylon, which obviously is not good – sins should be left behind.

This prior explanation risks sounding narcissistic – but I believe it applies to many people right now. We only just barely have woken up to the world spiritually, and have been called to leave the world behind, but are having a hard time doing so because our hearts are still not in the right place.

The door I believe represents the “door” that modern religions offer us for “getting to god”. Now the door analogy doesn’t have to be satanic – an analogy I like to use is that there is a door that we have to go through to reach salvation. Jesus has his foot in the door preventing the door from closing, but we still have to open the door ourselves and step through. So that is the “true” door that religions used to teach us about – but as the teachings of religion became corrupted, the “door” they offered us became ruined and false. To the point where now the door was serving the transgender dark lord of the dark tower – which obviously represents Satan. The religions feel they have gained purpose and happiness following Satan’s teachings, which they think are God’s teachings, but these teachings actually will lead them to complete destruction.

Here is a short list of Satan’s deceptions. Covid vaccines, TV, music, gaming, news media, lgbt advocacy, social media, food/water supply. I’m not saying all these topics are completely bad – just that they are often bad and we must be careful. More deceptions include: False tolerance towards sin - said to be out of love to our neighbors, but actually out of apathy towards our neighbors because we would rather be polite to avoid difficult conversations than actually bring eternal salvation to the lost ones. Hyper grace – the idea that we don’t need to be worried about flagrantly breaking commandments especially regarding fornication and substance use – because we think Jesus will save us in our sins (rather than from our sins). There’s more, but sadly I can’t include them because not everyone is ready for the truth.

It’s interesting how the missionaries reacted to the music box: they started by trying to figure out how to use it (which is good, they were trying to approach God), but when I figured it out, they silenced me (they thought my song distracted from the useless computer tasks) and tried to get me to wear headphones. Likewise, though people in religions often start off trying to find God, they end by silencing others who actually have found God. The headphones would have played a different false song from the true music from the music box – likewise religions teach a “false” song; the noise canceling feature represents how religion can prevent followers from hearing the spirit’s promptings. Finally, these headphones were the only modern/fancy thing in the attic room / everything else was in disrepair, representing how the worst aspects of religions have only been introduced recently.

It’s also worth noting the symbolism of the building we were in: there were two towers in the dream – the dark obsidian tower, and the office building tower. We were in the office building tower – which I believe represents the world. The dark obsidian tower obviously is worse – it represents actively doing Satan’s will and being given to a reprobate mind – we weren’t in it yet but had a hotline to it through the door. The attic we were in I believe more accurately represents the modern church. Attics are forgotten regions used mainly for storage – similarly religions nowadays are mostly disregarded and only preserve memories of the past. The state of disrepair and dust in the attic reemphasizes the sorry state of modern religions - they have been neglected for a long time.

However, there were still two useful things in the attic: the strange musical instrument and the light switches to the outside lights – meaning religions have still preserved fragments of the truth that can be used by followers to attain greater light. Nevertheless, the room also had some bad things: the expensive looking noise cancelling headphones, the extremely dirty cups (which represent hypocrisy); the useless tasks we were encouraged to do (which actually were a distraction from true things that lead to god – scripture study, prayer, fasting); the vaccine poster (vaccine advocacy has now worked its way into religions, which is bad seeing that vaccines sometimes are used as a tool of Satan to manipulate our bodies); and the big mess we were making as we ate pizza (which represents sin / pizza I think particularly represents sexual sin). Ultimately, the room had a creepy atmosphere – representing how the holy spirit has left organized religion. Therefore, the dream tells us that religions still have preserved a few useful tools from the past but have also brought in a lot of apostasy that we must not let into our hearts.