I always seem to have dreams that contradict current beliefs, I prayed last night about all the physical pain and heart break I'm having. Heart break about singleness and how hearts have grown cold, for example someone will easily break up with a person based on a simple misunderstanding, or not being interested because of Babylonian desires is the best way to put it and it's flooded into the main stream of Christianity. Main stream Christians are even worse than the world at this point! I'm sure who is ever reading this has delt with them. I fell asleep finally in the day and I had a dream where I looked out my window. I saw some lady near the barn walking near the trees. She had a dog with her I think. She made her way back to the barn and I was getting my cloths on to get the lady out of my yard. Before I go out of my room I take another look at her and I see she has hoofs for feet. I'm out the door at this point made my way down the steps and I heard a noise. Turned my head and I see a small yellow glowing ball. It was afraid of me and for some reason I started crying and reached my hand out for it to land on my hand and tried to let it know it shouldn't have to be afraid me I'm not going to hurt it. It ends up landing on my finger and it let it's yellow glow lower it's brightness and I see a tiny beautiful woman smiling. Than all of a sudden like 20 of them appear that hid them self's and took there brightness off and they where more beautiful tiny women. They all started saying in sync *it will happen like it happens in the Bible* they said this about 3 or 4 times and than left. I was in tears because I want a wife. Now the only thing I could call theses are fairies. Why would God use a fairy that is supposed to be a demon to deliver a message to me? Where theses tiny Angels? I have had similar things happen in my dreams where what is supposed to be evil delivers a message to me like a Holy Angel would. God has already let me know satan and it's demons prevent me from a wife or relationship or women friends so this doesn't make sense. I'm guessing the woman that had hoofs is me seeking a woman in life and it all ends in Heartbreak. And theses faries or Holy Angels told me it will happen like it happens in the Bible. So basically naturally when I'm not looking. Any thoughts?
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I hear your broken heart, loneliness, and physical pain. Based on your comments, it is unclear: Are you someone who was born biologically as a male (and you are seeking a female wife) or were you born biologically as a female (and you are seeking a female wife)?
God loves His children. He also disciplines those He loves because any area where there is sin in our lives separates us from Him and gives the enemy access to us. But God is still on His throne and He limits what the enemy is allowed to do. Meanwhile, God calls us into repentance and into a closer walk with Him. He burns off the dross and He refines us like gold.
Since we are all a work in progress (none of us are perfect), I pray that God will reveal to you whatever area in your life He desires to address and that you will trust Him enough to obey Him and give Him that area of your heart. The healing that we need tends to happen AFTER we TRUST and OBEY the Lord in specific areas of our life.
Also, please trust whatever God's plans are for you (especially as it relates to having a spouse). Not our will, but His will be done.
He cares about every sparrow that falls from the sky. He knows the number of hairs on your head. You can trust that God loves you, He has your best interest at heart, and nothing is too big or small for Him.
Please ask the Lord to shine His light and show you if the enemy has a stronghold and where it is. If there is any unforgiveness on your part, please forgive each person that has hurt or offended you:
Love your enemies, pray for those who persecute you, bless those who curse you (Luke 6: 27-28) (Matthew 5: 43-44).
Ask the Lord to clean out your wound, heal your broken heart, and place His Holy Spirit in the part of your heart that the enemy is currently tormenting. Quite often, emotional / physical suffering is significantly reduced when the enemy loses a stronghold.
And if we are not receiving, holding onto, and demonstrating the fruits of God's Holy Spirit, it is an indication that something about our relationship with the Lord isn't what it needs to be.
The fruit of the Spirit is: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Against such things there is no law. (Galatians 5: 22-23)
Submit to God, resist the devil, and he will flee (James 4: 7).
Put on a garment of praise to overcome the spirit of depression (Isaiah 61:3).
Rejoice always, pray continually, and give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus (1 Thessalonians 5: 16-18).
May God bless you and bring you peace.
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