For years I seen this when I was really trying to find God and repent. it stopped for a while but since the damage from the medication I seen it all the time and it’s like the terror of God follows me. I read it means judgement and one person that God loves said its about the feeling u get. I uSed to hope it was good but I was concerned. Now i feel doom 😭. I prayed wanting God in mind feelings abd actions to be clean repent and wanting to be different. What more could I do?
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I’ve heard that said about could be used against Satan for so many years. Nothing done Is done w/o God. Satan is his. The demons and aliens are his. All like his vassals. He’s told that to people. Like Byron Searle still small voice. Elected ones. If they had free will they wouldn’t be restrained. All free willed ones could change prophecy cause they know what’s coming but we can’t
Lizzie Yea I seeN that about the vaccine. For me I never felt or heard Gid Insude me. Like dead Insude 😭😩 thO I wanted Gid all my life. I was born how Gid created me and I never felt him inside. See you realize and have looked closely but vast majority don’t know or realize they have not studied detailed words in the Bible. Or gone farther than the comfort message we taught in church. I think you are On to something about the “psychos” and dna. I come from two parents like that narcissistic and inside I’ve felt more messed up than they were. But I hoped abd was told Gid loves everyobe abd ALL coukd CHOOSE and be saved. I wanted that and pursued it but Gid literally created me for wrath and hatred. And I may be of that seed I dunno. He showed me the wrath thing either way 😩 He showed me clear what he did. I tried harder than anyone to get Gid for 5 yrs to be ready. I dreamed of being with Gid abd him making me Holy abd not evil feeling inside with bitterness and jealous and awful feelings. And I wish I never been born cause as I have breath I want to choose Jesus and repent and be empowered to follow Him. I don’t want to be some offspring from Satan or fleshly like Esau. You have to be given mercy and grace to be empowered to walk with Gid to hear him abd have relationship. So many think they are repenting or accepting Jesus but it’s from their own will and desire. John 1:13 and Romans 9:16. The elected and chosen it is saving faith because it’s given by Gis himself or else those people could boast. Every single bit it is given by Gid or people could boast. If you are bored check out Gelzel she is shown about events rapture etc u will see she is ELECTED from Gid like Elizabeth. And see the seed of serpent revelation. I see it clearly in bible but people refuse cause their traditions. Seed in Genesis is OFFSPRINg. If serpent has seed then he had children abd if Cain came from Adam he would be listed under ADAM. Not his own seperated genealogy. If it hAppeved with other fallen angels and women it could have with eve. And it shows not all men can be saved like we were taught and it’s a lie. They don’t pay attention all through Bible God is exclusive not inclusive. He is not the lovey dovey God we were taught at all. He is extremely loving to the ELECT. Those he chose to have mercy on(elected ones)his love and mercy is worth more than trillions and none of them would trade it for nothing. That is what i yearned for. But he showed me I never had a chance and that 4The LORD has made everything for His purpose—even the wicked for the day of disaster. I knew I was messed up but I was taught if u want God hes there and loves you to anyone in the world. It Says the Lord made it. Not the devil not the person but the Lord made them. The rest of 98% of world is accounted as nothing (Daniel) chaff to be burned. People can believe what they want on this side of life with total confidence like 99% of people are including Christians that they are saved and going to heaven and understand Gid. I seen that there was no way men knew 100% on this side cause they live by faith all believing differebt. So I seen Revelation straight from God thT He is giving to His elect chosen ones is only way to know what the 100% truth is. And so ocd kicked in and I seen these hundreds of people Gid was showing hell to and who goes abd why and who heaven etc. They were shown 98% of world abd 9 of 10 Christians or more go to hell. That is insane bad news. They seen children 4 years old in hell. We feel as humans we are in control of our lives determinig it. That Gid does not interfere. I used to think that. But Gid controls everything according to his will and purpose. It says He turns the Kings heart anyway He wants. That mans controlled. He says in proverbs mans steps in life abd heart are directed by God, what man can understand His way. That Gid created nations and appointed their boundaries and times and that they are nothing to God. That He raises them up and destroys them. I can show u verses for each of these peiple never pay attention to. That Gid kills and makes life, he makes people sick and He heals. That no one can escape from His hand. That does not sound lovey dovey I never was taught that. In Romans 9 It’s crystal clear. He says I choose to have mercy and compassion or I choose to harden the heart to anyone I want. I’m the creator(potter) you are the clay and if I want to make one vessel for honor(saved person, chosen one, elected) or one for dishonor and “common use” He says(98% the people seen) then I will do whatever I want. It’s all soul heart ripping painful. Cause without Gid abx the state I’m in I can’t do anything. I have nothing but torture and worst knowibg Gid created me to hate me abx eternity is too painful to say. God says in Romans 9 only a remnant He will save(he always has a small remnant he chooses favor to save) abd that He is going to carry out his sentence on the earth as if His plan in this age was to hate the world and people except the chosen elect. As an example for eternity alltho He is controlling everything abd the people in it. It’s all for his pleasure and purpose. It’s all for Him what He wants to do. He uses words elected appointed chosen called cant come unless drawn for a reason. If you have to be supernaturally drawn or you can’t come to Gid shows salvation is not open to ALL or else ALL could come anytime with their free choice. I wish it was our choice like we were taught. But someone that is from the seed of the serpent did not choose to be created that.
Dear Shawn!
My experience is: humans on earth underestimate the power in the spiritual realm. The pain and suffering in the physical world are manifestations of the reality in the spiritual world. And satan will do everything to distract you, deceive you or hide this from you.
“There’s so many examples where ALL cannot mean ALL”
I was thinking about this for over a year now!!! If you take all the people on earth that ever lived, how many of them have a pure human DNA??? Noah was saved during the flood, not only because he was righteous but also because he had a fully human DNA. Not one of his ancestors mingled with fallen angels. God cast satan and his angels out of heaven and they started to corrupt the human DNA by having offspring with human women. With the flood God wanted to clean the earth of that satanic DNA. But the nephilim came back!
People TODAY don’t know who their great-great-great-…..grandfather was. But I think you can maybe see who might have a corrupted DNA by looking at their behaviour. For instance, if they are psychopaths.
What I think is: God can’t allow people with a corrupted DNA (being the great-great-…..-grandson or daughter of fallen angels) back to heaven. He only can receive people with a pure DNA back like Noah. Maybe the chosen ones are just full humans like Noah.
I think the devil knows he has no chance to smuggle his people (with the changed DNA) back to heaven so he is trying to keep those who are pure out of heaven by making their lives as miserable as possible. Or to make them accept the DNA changing CV-vaccine!!! You heard of the person who voluntarily took the test vaccine from Astra Seneca? That person said: “I don’t feel God anymore. My soul is dead!”
There’s one thing that I’m not sure about: why are you so convinced that it was God who showed you that you are a vessel of wrath? Satan is a MASTER of deception and this contradicts the word of God. To me it sounds like quite the opposite: You could become VERY dangerous to satan’s kingdom if you were healthy and strong, so he is trying to keep you down as much as he can.
There’s power in the word!!!! No matter how you feel, maybe try to proclaim the bible verses that help in the spiritual battle, maybe try not to think how you feel, but just speak those words out loud, like a machine! The word of God has power to break strongholds!!!!
Lizzy
The truth of biblical doctrine is not like we were taught
The truth of the world is nothing like we were taught. Other than Jesus is the messiah and our only hope if He chooses you for mercy and salvation
You guys think I’m just sayin all this cause I’m mad at Gid. You guys trust Elizabeth comes from Gid there are so many Gid gives IN PART to and GELZEL L is one of many that God specifically showed like the nephilim they created a serpent seed (seed of woman against seed of serpent) that are human from Cain genealogy and they can’t be saved. They are even Christians so what does that say? She was shown the man was shown but still would not deny Jesus but he could still not be saved 😭😩. How messed up is that?? When you guys found out there were 100 ft tall giants in the Past like in Enoch that Jesus quoted in bible and aliens in space ships that will come in endtimes but are demonic didn’t that make you think you have to examine everything we been taught? That stuff was hidden from the world. I would never give up but I swear God showed me 😭 I try to find hope but I can’t lie to myself. I tried before and then he kept doing those supernatural confirmations. On top of the circumstances of my life it has been wrath. I’m not talking oppression like from a demon that normal people to them is the worse thing. Illnesses that destroy your soul, torture you every second, no peace or delight AT ALL. Never hearing the voice of God in your whole life. Unable to even feel good things. Or have relationship. Everything taken and turned opposite of how people expect life to be. And when you endure for years, another worse illness situation is given. But you know Gid is real so you can’t kill yourself. God put ybat in me as part of the wrath.
Dear Shawn!
It’s been very hard for me to read your comments because I can feel so much of the pain you feel. I’ve been through 16 years of pain and horror (with some breaks inbetween) and I was angry at God and told Him that this is not love what I went through. Being put in this pit of suffering and suffering and suffering. When one thing stopped, the next one started.
And now after 16 years there’s hope. I was praying and praying and praying for years for one specific horror to go away and nothing happened. I was begging and screaming and this thing only got worse and bigger. It’s been like a concrete wall, I couldn’t get through.
And now God showed me what to do. Maybe this could help you somehow. I’m just at the beginning but I already see that IT WORKS!
God showed me that I have to break a curse over my life because that curse ties His hands and He can’t help me. Humans are created into His image and therefore their words have power just like He created the world with His word. So I have to undo a curse with my mouth!!!
He showed me the book by Derek Prince “Blessing or Curse: You Can Choose”. In this book Derek Prince explains the many ways in which curses can come over someone’s life. And there’s a specific prayer you can speak to break any curse that might be blocking God’s blessing. So I prayed that prayer and this horror thing stopped, but only for a while a little bit, and then came back as before. Now a few days ago God told me that curses can be renewed. It might be necessary to fight for some time, not just once. And I’m determined to fight because I’ve seen it works!!!
So I established a routine: Every day after breakfast (I can’t be hungry or tired because that’s where the devil is trying to interrupt my prayer) I repeat the prayer from that book. After that I proclaim bible verses that help to fight the spiritual battle:
2 Corinthians 10, 3-5:
For though we live in the world, we do not wage war as the world does. The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.
Revelation 12, 11
And they [I] overcame Satan by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their [my] testimony; and they [I] loved not their [my] life unto the death.
Isaiah 54, 17
No weapon formed against you shall prosper, And every tongue which rises against you in judgment You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, And their righteousness is from Me,” Says the Lord.
Deuteronomy 33, 25-27
Your sandals shall be iron and bronze; As your days, so shall your strength be.
26 “There is no one like the God of Jeshurun, Who rides the heavens to help you, And in His excellency on the clouds. 27 The eternal God is your refuge, And underneath are the everlasting arms; He will thrust out the enemy from before you, And will say, ‘Destroy!’
I’ve just started with this routine and I already see that it works. Today I saw a “smaller” but wonderful change in my situation. And I felt like something started to move in the spiritual realm. This feeling of heaviness is gone most of the time.
This is not the big change I’m hoping for, but it’s a start. Maybe I will have to do this routine for the rest of my life. I’m determined to fight like this because I’ve nothing to lose!!!!!!!
In these last days the spiritual battle is much harder than even 30 years ago. And the deception of the devil is so extremely strong as never before. He is able to imitate God!
I was in the pit of pain and bitterness, angry with God telling Him that this is NOT LOVE what He is doing in my life, but now I see, this was the prison of a curse.
I hope this testimony can help you !
Lizzy
Cryn. Does not everything not come down to heaven or hell? This life is a vapor right? I was born afflicted and could not help fear. I don’t want it 😭 I want to be simple minded given faith. I listened to all the people like ELiz cause I wanted to avoid damnation like all these prophets preach. I wanted to be made different and develop love for God. What more can a person do along with tryin to quit sin which I did? 😩He really showed me CRYN that He created me a vessel of wrath against my choosing. I know I’m obsessive but not delusional. Delusional would feel better cause u could comfort yourself. Everything that’s hAppeved was his purpose like the Bible says. I see how it’s all aligned and I was always soul crushed disappointed. Those are the verses I have heard all my life. Those same ones everytime. If He wishes none should parish and He isn’t the one choosing for his pleasure like the verses I gave straight from the Bible of Truth then can you explain why the people like ELiz God showed hell to seen 9 of 10 Christians or more going to hell? I know some of those were serious wanting to follow God. Did you know some seen children in hell? We were told children could not go to hell cause God is merciful and love. Look them up. Please tell me if people died in sin Gid sent to hell, but then brought them back with a second chance if that is not favoritism abd showing sovereign choice of mercy like the Bible verses I gave? The 98 % abd Christians they seen they said didn’t get second chances 😭. how much have you or people thought on here about hell? How severe it is😭. Most everyone isn’t afflicted like me with chronic fear all their life and live normal life not scared abd believe they will go to heaven. A person might get 20 yrs of life abc then eternity. How much have folks thought of that? The point is are people really even choosing? You mentioned the potter. He says does not the potter POWER OVER the clay. To make one for honor and one dishonor. Did you read that specifically? Why do people not see this? The Bible tells the truth. We cannot interpret life like we see it. You said “human decency” like they were choosing it all. They were born w/o choice to sin. Can’t stop all sin. That’s what Jesus is supposed to supernatural charge but they can’t even have that chance unless “the father draws them”. You see?? To someone reading the king here is being used like a puppet against the Kings choices. Or no? The king's heart is in the hand of the LORD, as the rivers of water: he turneth it whithersoever he will. What does this mean? 😭😩 4The LORD has made everything for His purpose— even the wicked for the day of disaster. Many are the plans in the mind of a man, but it is the purpose of the Lord that will stand. Do you believe the Bible about the seed of the serpent abc the woman?? That the woman like ELiz was given revelation about the seed of serpent and that it’s true? That human beings unknowingly have dna that does not allow them to be saved like the nephilim?
Thank you Cryn. The encouragement abd love shown by you abx others i want to cling to as Its the closest thing to light in my life. As low as I’ve been taken if only Gid would give me the chance I would live for nothing but him and loving people. I seen people in love more but day after day of just tryin to sleep life away I didn’t appreciate as much. I just know I don’t have long and even with being tortured I know whatever love comes my way it’s the last bit of love I believe I will ever know 😭 because of what God showed me. Because of that after years of fighting so hard and getting nowhere in heart mind spirit I don’t try anymore. I tried to fight my mind with promises and scriptures. The more I tried with the ocd wiring of my mind the more frustrated I got cause I couldn’t control it. And I was so stressed it hurts and left time and again defeated God please help me I’m tryin so hard while I’m so sick. He already showed me tho what I am abd when I kept trying in my heart and mind to hope in Gids love that’s when He showed me in power and terror confirming He hates me. 2 times when I was choosing to focus that Jesus loves me he showed me undeniably. There were other things too. All in line making it undeniable to where I can’t lie to myself. Making sure all hope was gone left in terror knowing I won’t be with him in eternity. It’s the cruelest thing ever people don’t know how things REALLY are for most the world. The 98%. As I said the vessels of mercy are Gods favored creation andIsrael the favored nation even they messed up it was His plan they messed up. Just like Jesus being betrayed by a Judas and israel was not God being caught off guard but was the plan. Adam eve in garden was the plan not caught off guard. Or plan of Jesus coming could not happen. Jesus was in the astrology before Adam eve even created. It’s all Gods movie for his pleasure we are the claydough. And as you said Though the number of the Israelites is like the sand of the sea, only the REMNANT will be saved. 28For the Lord will carry out His sentence on the earth thoroughly and decisively.” There are these groups for his purpose He sovereignly has chosen they don’t even choose. The remnant, bride, 144k, wedding guests, tribulation saints. All God has chosen they are just acting out what’s been ordained. Like the dream a woman had that Putin was shown he was chosen to destroy America. Putin isn’t choosing. God is sovereign. The verse in Daniel in the context because of the context even more makes the statement apply to us abd the world. That the King thought he was ruler abd in perfect context Gkd is saying, No you abd the inhabitants are accounted as nothing in my eyes I’m sovereign and I do what I want. That’s not the lovey dovey Gid I was always taught about. People in these churches are making their own comfortable God. I want the lovey dovey God abd hoped for that to be true. That’s why people like the lady who runs this site given revelation direct from God are important abd the heaven hell testimonies cause it takes out mans interpretation with his 1 million denominations. 1 million denominations happens because their relationship is only the Bible throygh no fault of their own. They can’t force Gid to talk to them in spirit like He does the lady on this site. I tell you the 100% truth God wouldnt let me try to believe Jesus loved me after this reaction and I was tryin to keep hope even tho deep down I knew. Those years I tried to will myself to have salvation and the grace of God and He brutally showed me why I got nowhere. I found out In the Bible that even faith is given by God not our own strength. I know if God wanted me to have faith even with afflictions that ruin my mind He would give it. I have a lot of knowledge and want Jesus so bad both from the fear that’s there and wanting love. I would love to follow and be part of family serving. In love forever. 😭 I wanted to be righteous and have God. I really did. If you are in this site you have to believe that Gid is giving revelations that 95% of churches cling to their tradition hardening themselves not believing in power of God no more. I understand cause they never seen it abd can’t force it. There are hundreds thousands around of ministries or people chosen by God getting Revelations. Many have been shown that Cains lineage is literal dna from the serpent like nephilim. Which is why the bloodline stuff was so importantly shown all through the Bible abd to be only with each other. So seed of Adam(woman) Cain(serpent) 50/50 in the world. 50 % of the worlds human beings are taught Jesus came for all with chance of salvation but it’s not true. People don’t read specific detail. Why Jesus did not pray for world cause he didn’t come for world. He only came for those God chose and gave to him. John 17:9 this woman gets so much revelation from God and he showed her in endtimes Christians believing they were saved and loved Jesus but shown they are seed of the serpent and cannot be part of Gods kingdim. That’s why the NWO is wanting DNA to see who is who. She gets so much like so many others revelation of how good it is for those God has chosen for mercy. We don’t get to choose who we are and we don’t get to choose Gid if we want. The devils and satan are controlled by God I’ve heard him reveal that to people. Otherwise if they had free will they could change the prophecies abd we could too. How do people not realize this? Like the neohilim giants the aliens abd so much more the world in its real truth is crazier than any movie abd the world is kept in the dark including truth of what the Bible really is sayin otherwise no one could function they would be in total terror and panic except the favored vessels of mercy. https://youtu.be/rTfMmwx68ig CANT CHOOSE FAITH ITS GIVEN BY GOD BY GRACE.He gets all the credit otherwise we could say our work did it. but think of yourself with sober judgment, according to the measure of faith God has given you. 2 Timothy 2:25 God may perhaps GRANT them repentance unto a knowledge of the truth. Ephesians 2:8 For it is by grace you have been saved through faith, and this not from yourselves; it is the gift of God, Luke 22:32 But I have prayed for you, Simon, that your faith will not fail. And when you have turned back, strengthen your brothers." 1 Corinthians 15:10 But by the grace of God I am what I am, and His grace to me was not in vain. No, I worked harder than all of them--yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me.
Psyche You mentioned Gods gonna judge so what. Well most everyone in life is so confident because normal people aren’t in fear like me with illness and all Christians are so confident they will go to heAven. No one REALLY considers eternity and just how bad abd severe that is. Did you know many people that are vessels of mercy like the woman on this site who gets dreams and visions were shown the same thing by God that 98 percent of the whole world and 9 of 10 Christians goes to hell? All the dozens of Christians I sought and befriended would say I’m saved and a good and loving person very sensitive. But I knew something was not right cause Gid gives power to overcome the world and the people really develop love for Jesus cause Jesus has loved and changed them so much with graces. So many of the people that went to hell died in sin but God chose them as vessels of mercy is why they got a second chance. Everyone does not get second chance so that shows Gid choosing and partiality. There are thousands of these stories. God can do whatever He wants all powerful no one can stop him Deuteronomy 32:39. I never heard that verse before everyone says the devil does everything. When I learned that it terrified me cause thAt is not the reality I been taught of most Christians goin to heaven and a Gid that’s lovey dovey to everyone. They were shown in detail how I don’t even wanna say bad it is. It’s too much. They were shown individual people and Christians that were really tryin or didn’t understand everytging were there forever. Ones that as I was taught invited Jesus into their hearts. It’s trauma to imagine. Abd I found out it’s all for a sign and wonder for eternity to those people that He himself handpicked for mercy. To show them how blessed and lucky that Gid chose grace for them. Read Daniel 4:35 what does that mean? I think it explains 98%. He says in many verses he doesn’t care about any of the nations too. Only love He shows is for Israel who he chose for the glory of His namesake. If He did something good for a nation it was to show His power and glory. I never heard these verses by anyone. And Jesus says he didn’t pray for world only those God gave him or chose for him. Why would he do that if we are taught God loves all the workd? It’s all traumatic cause if God don’t choose you you have no hope. You can’t come to father unless He drAws you is not loving or giving everyone a chance. Isn’t that partiality and favor? Preaching the gospel and goin out is the mechanism for some that God chooses or draws to grace. So many others He irresistably comes to even when they don’t want or looking for Him. I’ve listened to hundreds of testimonies over the years I was desperately seeking God. The stories gave me hope but scared me cause I should have seen Gid in my life by now. Every single thing the Bible says is for his will and purpose and good pleasure so many times. People say get in the word and I read the Bible and it’s painful. Most other Christians feel good and healthy in their minds confident so they don’t get scared and put the bad scary stuff tbey don’t understand aside. If you are one of His like the woman on this site abd Byron Searle speaks of all the time chosen then you are more blessed than trillionaires. God says in Romans 9 he hardens who He wants to harden multiple times which is against their choice. I wanted to be softened prayed it everyday and with what He showed me personally he’s hardening me. Proverbs Many are the plans in the mind of a man, but it is the purpose of the Lord that will stand. Like you said I can’t change the circumstances only Gid can but He showed me he made me a vessel of wrath. That I can’t change it. No Christian I ever heard talked about such a thing abd I never thought either but He really showed me. All that time wanting the grace to be shown in power his love but He shows me in power He hates me is destroying me abd is going to destroy me. I think how am I even still going on? But I know now Gid controls everything even ourselves. For years on end I asked, I sought more prayer, deliverence and real spirit filled Christians than anyone I ever met. Sought out anointed people that sick get healed. Every single time nothing hAppeved leavinh me feeling what’s wrong with me. I was so bad akready and 5 months ago this reaction from a drug halkeved and I knew my hope was over and Gid was never with me in love. My whole life I called out to Gid grew up baptist church. He showed me with power 4 different times (never in my life I had anything supernatural happen) confirming that he created me a vessel of wrath and all that’s happened is his plan. He showed me in terror ripping my hope and soul. Imagine the Gid u were told over abd again loves you and u try to cling to that hope but he shows you he’s created you to hate you and destroy. Nothing worse on earth to be hated by Gid. Abd why? I’ve just been sick and fleshly feeling like most. More bitter than others and hurt and confused ?ing God but the suffering has been inhumane abd never ending. I’ve been tortured all my life, left disappointed every single thing in my life because He made me a vessel of wrath. My hope was Gid would heal me in endtimes revival and use me. To finally be able to feel love and not be so sick that I’m like living dead unable to control my tortured mind abd feelings. This hAppeved right before the endtimes abd he’s put in me I don’t have long to live. Again everything I hoped been shutdown unmercifully. Before election something bad been told to hAppen and I’m on strongest pain med for 10 yrs abd in such bad shape I cannot endure withdrawal. Even on the pain med now since the reaction I shouldn’t be here cause of how badI’m in a state of such mental terror and my body hurts everywhere I can’t move can only obsess with the ocd mind I was given that God is sustaining me like Romans 9 says to I’m so scared to say brutally die and then throw me in eternity like I’m the worse garbage 😭😩. All my life I was told God loves everyone. It is not true there is so much in bible shows a side of God of total favoritism and partiality. All I could do was hope and try my best to do what the other people do and Gid responds with mercy and relationship or he doesn’t. Prayed to him my whole life abd He responded with wrath not love.
I think you should ask God to work on your adrenals in Jesus's name. I will pray for you also. There is nothing that God cannot overcome, even if something seems impossible or irreversible. The Holy Spirit is very important here. You are right about not being able to give yourself the Holy Spirit or healing. You need to ask Him for that and allow Him to work while following Him as best you can. The Holy Spirit makes one more Christ-like and gives healing, it is not through our own effort we are saved (from anything we cannot overcome, not just from damnation).
You probably feel totally secure because you have experienced the love and mercy of God being shown you are His child. My story is the total opposite even tho I was fighting for my spiritual life in panic as if I had no time left. I’m terrified of Gods judgement cause like He says “who can escape from my hands” and fear the one that can put your soul I. Hell. I was doing everything I was told tryin to repent and begging God give me new heart. I can’t give myself a new heart and I can’t give myself the spirit of God to overcome the world. I couldn’t heal my hard heart from my life of emotional and physical torture from the crazy illness that peiple never even heard of I was born with. And the bitterness of being powerless in my life and to even contril my mind and emotions begging God where are u how am i supposed to do this when I am disabled. Relationship is all in mind and heart abd mine needed empowerment and mercy or I cannot be like God has shown these prophets he expects people to be. Not letting fear in is not possible for me because my adrenals are pumping out “danger” hormones 24/7 from a crazy most never heard of misery called heavy metal poisoning. the illness and reactions I’ve had to drugs were saying he says to do and the Bible. For 5 years but I was Not allowing fear is not possible when u have heavy metal poisoning like this and your
Do not allow fear in. It seems like the devil is trying to scare you by repeatedly bringing up this number. We know we will be judged. We know this is a time of judgement. So what?