On December 27, 2020, I awoke from a dream which made me nauseated.
In this dream I was up in the rafters of an old metal meat packing plant, with either with the Lord or the Holy Spirit.
I was being told, that I would be going down there shortly, applying for a job, so that I could see first hand, what was going on. I was actually watching myself as I was being shown around the plant. The next thing I knew I was right down there on the ground with the people in charge, they were inquiring if I had any experience doing this. I told them I had similar experience and they accepted my application. They immediately had me with 2 other workers to show me, hands on, how they do it. There was a huge window which had 3 thick flaps of heavy plastic or vinyl in 5ft sections that covered where the meat came out, above each section was written "Beef", "All Natural", and "Mixed", they would slide down into a bin where we mixed the meat together, wrapped it and packed it to be shipped out. These packages were being shipped out to the stores big cities. Just then, I woke up nauseated.
Interesting how matter-of-fact it was.
Sometimes I've had dreams that prepared me for taking a new step that I didn't anticipate; when things unfold, the parallel makes sense.
Not necessarily literal tie-in, but as though the brain had to make up visual descriptions. Then I was prepared to make decisions quickly, firmly, and appear confident.
If this were the case, nauseated could just show that there are aspects of the job that are undeniably uncomfortable, necessary environment (of meat packing). Being nauseated could be less literal-- being involved with things that went against your convictions. Knowing the mix gives room to stir in anything, undocumented.
I was listening to a breakdown of a certain ministry's salary allocation. The top people were paid church salary + music/media leadership + under several business titles created to slide funds around quietly.
Followers donated with understanding it was all pure and natural, when in truth $millions were given to indivuals by creating vague mix.
That was certainly nauseating, as the ministry comes across as sincere and thoughtful. But it's as though they sell "natural" as their main commodity. The public sees the organization as producing wholesome spiritual food.