I had a series of dreams that started Dec 17th 2018 - 23rd.
Dec 17th 2018
I was inside a racecar speeding away from something. My dad was the driver and I sat in the passenger seat. I was freaking out cause up a head, I saw a broken cliff and if we missed, we would fall into what look like dark waters and sharp rocks. Within a blink of an eye, my Dad and I switched positions, now I am driving, my dad is telling me drive faster and we are going to make it! We jumped and we are floating across the air I am screaming! We landed on the other side, we both gor out jumping for joy and hugged each other.
Dec 18th 2018
This dream started with me on the side of the cliff my father and I landed on. But this time i am by myself looking across to the other side. I can see people waving at me, I knew deep down I needed to get over to them but I had to be secretivE, didnt want the ruler of the land to know I am coming. So i climbed down the side of the cliff to a sandy edge near the water. This time the water was beautiful and calm. There was a raft ready to go for me to take and flood across to meet up with these people. When i got there I was met by Native American woman in your mid 20s beautiful green eyes. She led to a village not far off of the water. There had to of been 1000s of people wanting to flee and come with me. i urged everyone to be quiet and quick, we got to the raft and it just so happened that everyone could fit on this raft and it didnt seem that big. We had get out there as fast as possible, we were being chased but we made it across the raft was damages slightly by flaming arrows and rocks but everyone was safe!
Dec 19 2018
Again I am in the racecar but this time I am with my husband and he is driving. We were going to jump again and this time I was calm and ready! I knew we would make it! We flew across and made it. Then the dream changed and we are ar my childhood home with my dad and my husband is in the background. My dad saw puppies running black and chocolate labs to be exact. There were 7 in all, my dad tells me we dont have enough time to find homes for them and he shot a black pup. I was mortified, i grabbed the puppy cried and screamed at him in anger. Then the dream changed again, I am still holding the dead puppy and I see my mom (age 18-19) she was sitting in a school hallway on the floor, I ran to her and showed her the puppy. We both cried and got angry with my dad. Then the dreams changed again and I was with my husband and he was nagging me about my appearance and other things i dont remember. He made me even more angry. I woke up and I filled with this rage, I have never felt before. I called out to Jesus and was able to fall back to sleep.
Dec 21 2018
in the beginning of this dream i was with my husband, he told me righr before our wedding he wasnt connecting with me anymore intimately. I was appalled that he still wanted to marry me but didnt have that connection anymore. I cried and ran into a house and sat kn the floo, knees to my chest crying. mt husband found me said not to cry there was no need to. I started getting angry with him. The dream changed and I am back at my childhood home with my dad. We were in the backyard with my two dogs and they were playing. My husband and I were gonna head to town as we were leaving the house I see a copper wolf run after my dogs. I told my husband to stop the vehicle but he continued to drive. i jumped out and ran over to one of the dogs that got attacked. Automatically my dad had all kinds of vet supplies and knew how to treat animals. We go back outside and the copper wolf attacked the other dog. Now I am very angry, i went back inside and grabbed my rifle and my dad followed with his. my dad starts shooting at the wolf an misses. We follow it to a slough and found 3 different wolves this time. Grey one, black one and the copper one. These wolves hit themselves amongst people that were washing there clothes or fishing in this slough/pond. We stayed out watching and waiting to kill them.
Dec 22 2018
in this dream it was like any other morning for me. I was headed out the door to go to work when i noticed two eastern bluebirds on our birdhouse (vibrant orange and blue bird) i looked to the sky and it was clear beautiful sunny morning! A orange flash caught my eye in the sky and i could stop watching it. It was getting closer and closer, it was a fireball the size of the palm of my hand. The fireball hit me directly where my heart is and it knocked me off my feet and knocked me out. Now i can see myself laying on the ground and i whisper Jesus’s name 3 times and felt this warm electricity surge throughout my body and vibrations and tingling!
dec 23 2018
i was in my childhood home but the one i lived in when i was 3-12 yrs old. I noticed it was for sale and tols my husband about it in hopes of buying it. He wouldnt even look at the ad or pictures of the place gave no interest to it. He yelled at me saying he didnt want no trailer house but its wasnt a trailer home. I threw the ad in his face and ran out. I went to our bedroom in the house I live in now. The dream changes and my husband and I are walking outside of this airport heading to a shuttle bus. All of a sudden a bomb goes off and the airport gates started collasping and people were falling. my husband ran to the shuttle bus but i deopped to my knees and prayed in tongues and lifted my hands to Jesus and I just kept praying an this sheild formed around us. everyone headed to this shuttle bus was protected by this sheild. We all then got in the bus. I then woke up.
This is what had happened in all those dreams some i am still not sure on.
Exactly, I think it's all about the call you have to win souls for God, bringing people out of Babylon. God wants you to reach out to the unsaved, and he will surely protect his own during the time of his wrath upon earth. PS 91. Christ still loves us and wants us to be connected to him through prayer studying the word and doing his will, even when we seem to be carried away or set back wards he still wants us and has not abandoned us.
Sounds to me that you have gone from being scared of following God's call on your life in the first dream, to following God's call, then to leaving it again due to various offenses you have experienced and are perhaps laming God for. If tbat is true, forgive those who have offended you, and get back to trusting and following God. Holding on to anger for past offences will not serve any of us well in the last days facing each of us. With your heavenly father, you once flew over the valley of the shadow of death...but realized you had a calling to recue those who were trapped in that valley. You were succesful for a season, but the arrows other attacks of the enemy began to take their toll on you, and unforegiveness, bitterness, and anger, have taken root. Forgive, and step back into your calling with the Lord.