You guys know Byron Searle he is a very real prophet of God. Getting word for word from God. His words express who God really is. https://byronsearle.blogspot.com/2020/09/the-wedding-is-ready-are-you.html?m=1 In his words he emphasizes the chosen. And heed the warning. He talks about those that believed they were His but aren’t. About ones that tried to sneak in another way. Guys forgive me this is my only outlet. I wish I was one of you. Had the knowibg abd grace and love from Gid I’d cut my limbs off anything to be. Nothing else matters. I’m so serious. To know all these spiritual things and denied by God is so bad. I’m as lonely and scared all the time as a person gets. As much as anyone can, 5 years ago I heeded the warning or tried to people like Byron have been saying. I never ridiculed Gods prophets abd watchmen but instead seen abd tried with all my strength to do what they said cause I knew they were true. I wish I didn’t know and could be in ignorance cause it hurts to bad knowibg what I do. But I know I was In a diabolical way led and given discernment to see the truth. I determined my will to Gid. Your mental and body functioning affects and cobtrols your soul and even your heart. I tried so hard but needed help because my life has been all trauma abd was told Gid would help cause I couldn’t do it by myself. Those that Jesus free are free indeed. It goes back to the chosen thing who he frees. I seen Gid answer so many times peoplles first cry abd they be set free and empowered to live for God. God does it all or else the person can boast. The person just has to walk in it without rebelling. I SOO yearned for that. To be called one of HIS people. If I had the wickedest heart I wanted to change. Help me, soften my heart, I dont want my heart shutdown no more. He has hardened my heart instead. In bible He says He will harden the heart of whoever He wants. That’s taking choice away and we are taught it’s all our choice. Have any of you ever paid attention to that and wondered about that when U read it? I wanted to love God not feel scared and traumatized of you and all these intrusive so heavy feelings that I can’t fight away. Like a dark cloud that’s supposed to crush me abd I’m not allowed to believe good things. It was like fear would come on me if I tried to think different. I would Please help me Gid I’m tryin so hard but I’m not healing In my heart. my body is shutdown to its weakest chronic state and I’m I’m tryin to repent forgive renew and talk to you but my soul is still sick. I can’t overcome such inordinate afflictions that cripple the soul and demons in my strength or willpower. I would give anything to be the lowest in the kingdim of God. Im a broken creation of yours that knows nothing abd just wants you abd to take over. I have nothing but pain bitter and fear and sickness. I was told God wants heart but my heart was crushed since birth made sick from something beyond my control and I needed help to even feel heart again my body so sick it has no energy to even feel good things in heart. Energy processes in body are so conplex. I want to love and love God as much as anyone cause I see those of you that have been able to have Gid. I’m very unique cause I was lead to seek and obsessively and found answers but Gid denied me himself. All the frustration was part of the plan of wrath. Showed me I’m a vessel of wrath and afflicted me in a way I’m so crippled in fear I can’t even distract now or sleep. God says no rest for the wicked. Right before the first wave of endtimes letting me know the last Hope I clung to not only wasn’t gonna happen but He’s hated me since birth and all the stuff that’s happened of being tortured mind body and soul and by people was all Him. And diabolical things like having a person in Jesus send me dreams saying they are for me with details that so many 144k people were shown to make me hope that Gid has a plan for my life. The most exciting plan but then to be like made fun of by God played with. If you listen to Byrons Words God laughs at those He hates. Those he created to hate. Like toys.,He says He is sovereign and does as He pleases. That is not the GOD IS LOVE to everyone waiting with mercy I was taught. I may have been so messed up all my life abd maybe even the most wicked heart of all, but I was very sincere and wanting to repent. Wanting to love Gid like you guys do and be accepted. To follow. I still do so bad. I’m just a creation with no power or control. To create me and torture me and him be the God of all is a nightmare situation above all. Be given 36 years and then eternity without ever a chance so that I can be watched forever for his pleasure and purpose to show the vessels of mercy “be glad I didn’t create you as him” but chose you for mercy so you will worship me forever. Because I had seen Gid was showing people like so many of you throygh real communication like dreams and differebt things that you are His abd his plan for you. That He will take care of you. I was so panicky and insecure cause I should have seen Gid in my life and me make progress in my soul. Instead He communicated to me 5 months ago personally in a knowable way 1st time in my life to show me He hates me and has poured his wrath on me all my life. That’s why my life has been unique in its chronic illnesses being so severe combined with how cruel my mom and dad were and people at school. There is nothing worse No hope of mercy but the opposite. No hope of salvation 😭😩. That is VERY UNIQUE to know on this side that God gave you no chance to be saved cause we are taught everyone can be saved. And everyone believes or hopes they will go to heaven when they die so they at least aren’t scared on this side. The world doesn’t know that Gid showed people in revelation that 98% of people and children and 9 of 10 or more Christians go to hell. That is what I seen him reveal to more than one person accoding to their testimony. God knows when/if the supply is shutdown and how bad He’s got me afflicted, that if I am cold turkeyed from high pain med of 10 years while being in the worstcstate of being even while on the pain med that i would be forced to either keep enduring the worst misery a person in this country can or suicide abd go to the worser place but either way unable to have God abd salvation. HOW BAD IS THAT AND CRUEL IS THAT?? There is nothing more CRUEL 😩 it’s unbearable. The rejection and dread. Every second of everyday I exist terrorized in one spot unable to move. No rest no peace nerves hurt muscles so tight in biggest knotThat is wrath. Why?! What did I do? And I will be 36 this month and I know God uses these things numbers like seeing :44. That would be 3 6s. I’m nobody. I’m not Pharoah but weird I was born in Memphis then was moved here short after. Instead of bloodline of 144k israel, bloodline of both my mom and dad being Gibson’s must be of evil. But I can’t help any of that and was just born with no contril of that. I Just been sick and desperate all my life created confised and lost. That’s who I am. To find out God created me just to torture me and send me to eternal torment even when I’m just like everyone else wanting Gjd and to change and know the truth. Those of you chosen have everything. I still want to find hope but I know He showed me 4 times 😩😩. The real truth is not like you think or been taught tho. God does not love everyone. Gid is love to those He chooses mercy on to be His people and his love to them is better than anything. But to the 98% of his creation He hates them even while He determines and controls their life. It’s all like a movie for His pleasure and purpose. They aren’t tortured like me but like Romans 11 a lot of them ernestly want God too but were not chosen and will be tossed out like trash told they are sinners which they were created to be and can’t be holy unless God chooses to give them mercy to be with the power of his Holy Spirit. I wish so dearly God loved abd was mercy like I was taught. I heard this guy Pastor Darrel and He preaches the truth of how Gid really is and it’s terrifying. https://youtu.be/z59kEwy4odo
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Get the faith Thank u for encouragement. Yea I did want all things with god mostly to know I’m accepted as he makes known to all those are his. I begged for the Holy Spirit but he never gave it. I been so traumad and beet down all my life I could not believe god loved me when I think of god I’m flooded with the worst rejection condemned terrified all my life. I can’t love god or feel love when I feel that intrusivelyso strong all my life. And he never came and helped me or gave me spirit. If I had a son who was crippled emotionally but wanting so bad to break out of it I would come to help him. That’s why I asked if we are entitled to Gid and his love. If not then it’s not unconditional love. It’s not the God most think god is. Everything I know is because I obsessed. I’m unique because I’ve been so sick and disabled but I was led to obsess and seek god cause he’s god and if u are ruined who else do u turn to. I gained bunch of knowkedge listening to people but Gid never came to me. He showed me tho why finally and it’s the worst news and he gave me certainty that I needed way before but he gave me certainty that why he never gave me grace and mercy by his spirit and healing tho I got prayer and repent but he showed me I been traumas and shutdown from everything I tried to help myself cause he himself did it and he told me I was created for wrath by him nothing I can do he told me. He created and chooses every persons destiny
The Prophecies of Byron Searle are meat for Adult Christians who need more than the Milk of Christ, such as the meat of Prophecy for Spiritual Sustenance, so Babes in Christ, at first will never understand anything more than just the very basic spiritual food groups like the Milk of Christ and therefore they must first build their Faith and Trust by eating spiritual foods like Belief, Thankfulness and Repentance unto the Lord God Jesus Christ;....and as they grow and walk closer with Jesus, they must be filled with His Holy Spirit of Truth, so that they can then grow stronger in the Lord;...and only then can they hopefully and prayerfully be able to eat and understand The Meat of Prophecy like the words spoken of by Gods Holy Spirit through WatchPersons such as;...Byron Searle, Pastor Benjamin Faircloth, Elizabeth Marie, Ali Winters, Julie Whedbee, Glynda Lomax and Jeff Byerly etc;....
For there are some people who have been so-called christians for over 50 years who still have not grown up enough in the Lord to understand prophecy, mostly because they are so caught up in the traditions and customs of men and of man made religions and of man made churches, that they are not Truly filled with Gods Holy Spirit, nor do they worship Jesus in Spirit and in Truth;...and until they get filled with Gods Holy Spirit of Truth and begin to worship God in Spirit and in Truth, they will never become an adult in Christ and eat and understand the meat of prophecy.
That being said, The Milk of Christ is all that is ever needed for anyone to ever get into Heaven, but only after a person physically dies, so most people are more than happy with just being a babe in Christ up until they physically die, but your post sounds like you are looking for more than that! your post sounds like you are looking for more of an Adult True Believer Relationship with Jesus, and for that you would need to be fed, and to eat more than just the Milk of Christ, you will need to be filled with Gods Holy Spirit of Truth so you can consume His meat of prophecy and understanding!
Because eating the meat of prophecy means that you must be filled with Gods Holy Spirit, and you must know how to worship Him in Spirit and in Truth, and Believe in Him with unwavering doubt in His Plan of Spiritual Salvation for our Spiritual Eternal Soul, and True Sincere Daily and Nightly Humble Repentance unto God for all of your past, present and future sins is required to accomplish this growth, and you must do all of this in a complete state of Thankfulness for Gods Loving Grace and Mercy. So once you get yourself in this frame of mind, then let Jesus do the rest, and He won't let you down! Guaranteed!
Amber what do you do when you for 5 years seek the lord with such seriousness as if your soul is in danger and you never get any response or relationship from Jesus? People that have Jesus the spirit confirms it doesn’t it?
Also I noticed you talking about Byron... no need to take any advice/teaching except only from Jesus Himself. Many people will make the mistake of reading all these books about Him when we should only just be reading from His Word alone and allow His Spirit to teach us. So throw Byron away.
Hi Shawn, I just want to let you know that God loves you unconditionally. He loves us all unconditionally. There is nothing you can do to stop His love. God is love. He is also jealous though, and will spank His children to keep them from hell if He needs to or to keep them in line. He loves you IMMENSELY. As long as you believe in Lord Jesus and forgive all from your heart, and obey the love commandments, repent daily, walk with Him daily, rest with Him daily, nothing can ever hold you back from experiencing the fullness of His love.
Fait’s is the believe that He is always with you and that He will always love you. Faith is a relationship with Him and faith is also a muscle that gets better with time patience and practice... spend time in the Word and dont be afraid to just be yourself with God! That’s what He loves! Keep it simple. He doesn’t need fuss and pomp whatsoever. He loves you just the way you are. Jesus even likes to wear jeans! He told me once: I am just an ordinary guy! (Of course He is extraordinarily but what He means is that He doesn’t need you to be anyone other than just you.)
You are blessed and I prayed for you and will again!May God bless you even more so than you already are! Also when we suffer in this life it’s for GOOD reason even though to us it doesn’t feel that way...