So, I'm not quite sure if I was hearing Him or if it was just me. But either way, just want to comfort some that may be anxious.
This morning, I was in a trifle with my husband about coffee. It was stupid, but deeper at the same time. He gets weekends off and I'm a mail carrier. Sundays are my steady days off and I told him I started his coffee. He was setting up his credit card apps and payment methods. After he was finished, he asked where his coffee was. Yes I got upset because I'm constantly always doing stuff for him. He's spoiled. He can get his coffee together once in a while. But he's sees I'm off so he's 'expecting' me to get it. It's just i would like to be taken care of as well. And that doesn't happen. He got upset and ranted ignorant stuff towards me.
I started crying bc I'm an emotionally sensitive person (which he doesn't like that part of me)
But in the midst of just crying silently, in my spirit I heard 'Don't worry. I'm coming'
And the next minute I just felt calm.
Just an encouragement, even though times are tough and will get worse things are to come- He says not to worry because he is coming. He will make it right. He will wipe the tears. He will comfort us and take care of us. Don't worry. And in the moments of the chaos, remember He's there and he's coming to rescue us from our pain and suffering even as little as petty spats that stir up emotions of sadness. He doesn't wish to see us like this.
I always prayed that my husband be more like Jesus. And that makes me sad as well bc he's far from it. He angers very easily. I used to be that way but I've prayed on the removal of that. And I can testify that I'm becoming more passive just as I once was before I met him. Just brushing it off and not yelling or contributing to back and forth arguments and unnecessary events with the kids doing something accidently. Not cussing. I've done well with that. He's capable of anything. I am still being transformed into his image and I cannot wait until I am one of those delighted people with soothing voices and you can just tell they are of the Lord...