Hi brothers and sisters,

A week and a half ago, we found out we are expecting a new little baby in May. I was, and still am, in complete shock, and yet so excited. I had just completed a fast for my husband and our marriage, and while this is NOT what I had in mind as an answer, God knows what he's doing. I am so unsure about the future due to the situation in the world, but I trust his plan. I went to our local life center and they said I was about 5 weeks, and the ultrasound showed only a gestational sac with no baby in it (yet)….. from what I've read, this is and can be totally normal, its just too early to see anything, BUT that does not stop the enemy from playing on my anxiety. I cried and I prayed and I fasted (from coffee, a huge addiction of mine) for 24 hours... Last night, I dreamed so vividly. In this dream, I removed the embryo from my womb (weird, I know) and I was holding it in my right hand. As I looked at it, I realized I could see and feel it's little heart beating away. I began to try and place it back inside my womb, when realizing I couldn't and It would have been fine had I just left it alone. I held that thing in my hand feeling it's heart beat for the entirety of the dream. I woke up around 1 A.M. so grateful that it was a dream, but also with such a peace about it. Instant understanding came over me that I'm pretty sure was telling me everything is fine, this baby has a beating heart, and to stop trying to take it into my own hands. I have such a supernatural peace today.... however, as a severe anxiety sufferer, I'm turning to the body to ask for prayers. My husband is not a believer, I have prayed the name of Jesus over this child, and I ask that if you have time today, say a prayer for us. I am sure everything is fine, but my children are so precious to me, and though I was unsure about a third child, I have fallen in love with them no matter what the future holds. Thank you all in advance.

Much love and blessings.